Dear Reader(s?),
I feel really bad because my therapist just got out of Surgery! And I have absolutely no idea who she is besides her cute turtlenecks and the symbols I write in my check book for her. I dunno why shed be gettin cut into! I am really selfish. Altho it is alla bout Me in therapy, so its ok. I am just curious. I wanna know about her, and I am going to ask. I hope she reads this! Then I don’t have to break the ice with spoken word!
Me and my coworker have started buying a Megamillions ticket every sunday! We are going to win and when we do I am going to buy myself a boat. I was so excited when I got the ticket I tacked it right up on our office cork board! Right next to the volunteer schedule and store directories! And then on wednesday (they draw meggys on tues for those of us who are daft) (i was daft until the man told me) (i didn’t even know there was diff between lotto and mega!) I plucked that lil ticket from that board and ran to the little westvillage store that sells such tickets and dusty magazines.
I almost threw up when the man told me “nothing.”
dry heave
“try again next week.”
blackness
… my fifty cents wasted, I stumbled back to work. I am going to try again this sunday, but I lost more than the meggy last wednesday.
Sometimes an umbrella is stolen.
Sometimes you give it away
To a store by mistake in there bucket.
But Umbrellas are useless anyway.
Because the rain is a bath from Heaven.
And the spirit and crystal lined chakras need it.
So flood your body with rain and feel the darkness rise from your head.
